Fake Love

. . .




"You're being naive. You said you've
put childish things behind you! And yet,
you gave this girl a kind of fake love when you
DAMN well know it was unfair on YOUR part.
And now... you've unwillingly got yourself
into this shit hole. Is this what you want?!"


"Ganyan din sinabi nung ex GF ko."


"Hah. And you know what?
Your recieving this reasoning from a
girl who's SIX years younger than you.
SIX friggin YEARS."


" . . . "


"You should KNOW what you want.
You don't know how important that is."


"... I guess I wanted something new in my
life; to wake up and see things differently."


"Is that so?"


"You're like a sudden breeze
who unexpectedly blew in... "



I wasn't sure if it was the cold or the firm buttons of the keyboard,
but, like an unwanted premonition, my fingers grew stiff and numb.



"Please don't say that."


"Why?"


"You make it sound as if I'm the one you want.And besides... you have a 'girlfriend' now, ne?"