4/28/18
Black Desert Online
I finally found a game I would like to play. It's called Black Desert Online and it's absolutely amazing. The downside is that it doesn't have any nearby servers in the Philippines, which means not all countries get to have access to it. I tried to download it using a VPN (virtual private network) and, so far, I had to uninstall it due to the fact that my stuff on my computer could be stolen and used against me. I'm just going to have to wait till I get back to the U.S. in order for me to play it fully. I met a friend on Gaia that would play with me if I was able, so I can't wait to try it and be able to try it out myself.
Sun & Moon by Two Steps From Hell
LYRICS:
Sharona re michina, charera no'ha
Latenta no mevina, sanela santo tere
Ano teri nara, shento mea'aha me'eari
Ste namari, shelete narata noshari
Sa nate, te narato
Vasho ki
Shatyoha re mevina, chareya no'ha
Latenta no mevina, sanela santo tere
Ano tere nara, shento mea'aha teriardi
Ste namari, shelete narata toshchari
Sa nate, te narato
4/15/18
Dreams
I've been having weird, vivid dreams recently. Sometimes the dream feels so real it felt like an actual memory.
Here is a list of what I have dreamt about in an expanse of a few months:
1. I had a dream where a person I know knelt next to my bed.
2. I dreamt someone kissed me while laying on a blanket.
3. I had a dream someone tried to cut-off my wings with a knife.
4. I dreamt I was standing in the aisle with a guy wearing a suite.
5. I dreamt I broke one of our ceramic cups. I was balancing it on a plate and it fell and shattered as it hit the ground.
It's funny how my dreams sometimes makes no sense and may seem completely random. Yet, they can impact me so intensely, just like seeing an impressionable movie or reading a touching book. Each of these dreams occurred to me so realistically, it feels like I was actually there. What's even stranger is that even though I was aware that I wasn't alone in my dreams, I STILL couldn't tell who I was with. I have a feeling I knew these people, but I can't be 100% sure who they were. Some dreams stick to my memory, while others slowly fade into obscurity. I even know the location of the dream for a few of them.
In my first dream, I was sleeping on my bed and then a flash image occurred where someone was kneeling down close to my bed, watching me sleep. I should be freaked out that someone was with me in the middle of then night, but instead I rather felt safe and secure with this person. He also tried to advance on me slowly, but I suddenly woke up before it could transpire.
The second dream I had, I dreamt I was kissing somebody (most likely a guy) and we were laying on a blanket. The blanket was cream colored and I could see patterns from it, but since we were both busy I couldn't focus on it, obviously. What I tried to make-out from the dream was who the guy was. In my heart, I felt like I knew who he was... but I can't say anything for certain.
In my third dream I dreamt that I was unconscious and was at a unknown location in the middle of a forest. I seemed to have crash-landed there as I was surrounded by broken tree branches and a small crater was beneath me. Then someone approached me and took out a pocket-knife. They started cutting into the wings on my back, starting from the right joint. It hurt so much. I could actually feel the blade digging into my very solid and real flesh.
The fourth dream it was more like a vision than an actual dream, and it was weird seeing as I knew where I was. I was in the local church of my village, standing at the aisle with a guy who's face I couldn't see cause the 'camera' was facing his back and I could see myself standing with him on the opposite side. It seemed we were getting married. Now, this dream really freaked me out more then the others as I was still sort of conscious and then this random flash of a short-moving picture immediately entered my head without any viable reason whatsoever.
The fifth dream was where I was delivering one of our typical ceramic, glazed blue mugs to the kitchen. I placed it ontop of a plate and carried it using the said plate, then I lost my balance and the plate shook when my right hand faltered. The cup fell with a shattering crash and busted into a million pieces, leaving me dazed and confused as I clean it up. Now what's interesting to note is that I broke a cup before in the exact same manner, breaking our miniature 'shot' cup with the mango prints on it after a math tutoring session.
Here is a list of what I have dreamt about in an expanse of a few months:
1. I had a dream where a person I know knelt next to my bed.
2. I dreamt someone kissed me while laying on a blanket.
3. I had a dream someone tried to cut-off my wings with a knife.
4. I dreamt I was standing in the aisle with a guy wearing a suite.
5. I dreamt I broke one of our ceramic cups. I was balancing it on a plate and it fell and shattered as it hit the ground.
It's funny how my dreams sometimes makes no sense and may seem completely random. Yet, they can impact me so intensely, just like seeing an impressionable movie or reading a touching book. Each of these dreams occurred to me so realistically, it feels like I was actually there. What's even stranger is that even though I was aware that I wasn't alone in my dreams, I STILL couldn't tell who I was with. I have a feeling I knew these people, but I can't be 100% sure who they were. Some dreams stick to my memory, while others slowly fade into obscurity. I even know the location of the dream for a few of them.
In my first dream, I was sleeping on my bed and then a flash image occurred where someone was kneeling down close to my bed, watching me sleep. I should be freaked out that someone was with me in the middle of then night, but instead I rather felt safe and secure with this person. He also tried to advance on me slowly, but I suddenly woke up before it could transpire.
The second dream I had, I dreamt I was kissing somebody (most likely a guy) and we were laying on a blanket. The blanket was cream colored and I could see patterns from it, but since we were both busy I couldn't focus on it, obviously. What I tried to make-out from the dream was who the guy was. In my heart, I felt like I knew who he was... but I can't say anything for certain.
In my third dream I dreamt that I was unconscious and was at a unknown location in the middle of a forest. I seemed to have crash-landed there as I was surrounded by broken tree branches and a small crater was beneath me. Then someone approached me and took out a pocket-knife. They started cutting into the wings on my back, starting from the right joint. It hurt so much. I could actually feel the blade digging into my very solid and real flesh.
The fourth dream it was more like a vision than an actual dream, and it was weird seeing as I knew where I was. I was in the local church of my village, standing at the aisle with a guy who's face I couldn't see cause the 'camera' was facing his back and I could see myself standing with him on the opposite side. It seemed we were getting married. Now, this dream really freaked me out more then the others as I was still sort of conscious and then this random flash of a short-moving picture immediately entered my head without any viable reason whatsoever.
The fifth dream was where I was delivering one of our typical ceramic, glazed blue mugs to the kitchen. I placed it ontop of a plate and carried it using the said plate, then I lost my balance and the plate shook when my right hand faltered. The cup fell with a shattering crash and busted into a million pieces, leaving me dazed and confused as I clean it up. Now what's interesting to note is that I broke a cup before in the exact same manner, breaking our miniature 'shot' cup with the mango prints on it after a math tutoring session.
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