Finally Back

" Life is a piece of PI. "

It's been nearly 10 years since I last came back to this blog. I am now 24-years-old, turning just so this January 9th, 2018. I have full intentions on getting this blog back in order. I have become a full adult and not a day that passes by without me wishing I could have an outlet for writing again... not since I've been able to get back on here. I become quite the writer now; my writing skills have doubled since I last wrote here, and my typing speed has improved quite a bit aswell. I owe that to gaming. I have also been very active in Gaiaonline on a frequent basis, since it's one of the few places I can pursue my dream of writing my precious thoughts without harsh retorts. This blog shall serve as my public diary again, since booklets don't quite cut it. I always need more space write, and this is exactly what I just need. I hope to see myself write more into this now more than ever, and I pray that no one too critical stumbles upon my unfounded entries. I am but a humble girl turned woman now, and these words I write are my words built of hope and enlightened freedom. I can only do nothing more than write till my fingers turn numb, but I hope I can be more open with myself and my experiences rather than just pass by each day facing the unknown and the lonely mornings without concern.

My name is Jeanne, and I am a blogger from the Philippines. Oh, by the way, I am also an American citizen now, and I've been dreaming of the day that I return to the U.S. since that very day I left our humble abode in Bakersfield, CA. I have graduated highschool and I have kept most of my old friends and made plenty of new ones. Life isn't what I expect it to be, and I love it just exactly the way it is. It's the way things are; it's how it was meant to be. I could never hope for a better life, and I have gone back to school to finish what I started and get myself off the unemployment case scenario. As I begin to live my life once again with a sense of newfound livid consciousness, and my dreams only continue to soar as I realize that I have very few things that stand in my way (other than myself, of course), I now know that the sky isn't the limit, but my mind is thus far. I pride myself knowing I'm good enough for myself and I've begun to realize I'm strong enough to reach my goals --- aslong as I keep them in sight --- and be able to make something of myself. Ever since my heart started beating consistently again I live everyday knowing it may be my last, yet I live it like there was no better time than right now. Right now is as good a time as any other; so, why stop there? But, a word of caution to this tale... there is a price to everything, and I must remember that everything could change at any moment.

I am going to start writing a bunch consistent entries as frequently as I can starting today. It shall contain all the things that greatly concern me on a regular basis. Hopefully, that'll take the weight I've been carrying off my shoulders and will allow me to keep going and moving progressively on or forward. This is my modus operandi, my freedom of expression. No one can take this away from me. Yet why must I feel sad about writing all this by my lonesome? Perhaps it's because I know very few people will see this. But at the same time that's what I'm counting on so that no one has to see all of the embarrassing stuff that I type out here. I'm really throwing myself into the fray and getting myself out there. Only the few select may appreciate the things I write. But, even then, I'm not really vying for the attention or popularity that revolves around and is bound to the lifestyle of the privileged. So in conclusion, I have made it one of my New Year's resolution to practice my writing and my perfect the revered 'Art of Blogging'. It's time to spread my wings and fly.